never say never

Never say never

But

I will never fall out of love

And affection for you.

Don't hold my hand

And tell me that 'It doesn't matter'.

'It makes no difference'

When I ask whether you rather be

One of the three sisters,

Just another star,

Or the brightest star in the sky

The same one that we've been starring at

Since day one

To fill our awkward silences.

Because

It does matter

And it does make a difference.

I don't love you anymore.

Just like that, all of a sudden,

At the end of your last sentence

On the third to last syllable 

I fell out of love.

Then.

It doesn't matter

I don't love you

Say whatever you like

I don't love you

Dear baby

you're the loveliest
as in
I love you
but it's too soon
but I do
as in
you're the loveliest
even when you tell lies
I love you

I wouldn't lie about love
you're the loveliest

thoughts on you

"I've feelings for you too"
you say
but I gotta ask
how
do you feel
with your hands buried in pockets
inside gloves

you say
you feel
how
do you feel
with two hands
but only one heart
how do you feel

do you feel

personally,
I'm not feeling
your vibes

so I cry out, love has hands

 

let me tell you this one thing that sucks great big balls. love is restrained by the convenience of distance, location and proximity. chances are, your perfect lover is someone you'll never meet or talk to because they're on the opposite side of the world. so you and your lover have to make do with what they're given, and miss out on each other's love. but I don't know, maybe that's just my godforsaken lover's pessimism

thoughts on heartbreak

nobody owes you a thing
not God or the Earth or the trees
who taught you to expect an explanation
or a reason
who told you
you are nobody's business
other than your own
the corruption you bring upon yourself

04052014

reaching for Heaven is what we're on Earth to do

got me rockin' south and north

thinking about the fact
that
our hearts are the same size as our fists
and when we intertwine our fingers
we intertwine our hearts
which is nice
and also the fact
that
life is most poetic

the kind of people you need in your life are the kind that would grab your hand and say things like 'it's OK, it's alright. you don't need to make a decision right now. you can take as long as you like. you can take all the time you need' when you start freaking out and panicking because you're in the queue in Starbucks and it's nearly your turn to give your order and you don't know what you want yet